Y’know what’s amazing about parenting…
No matter what amazing victory or terrible tragedy you’re dealing with, your kids still need to eat, bathe, dress.
It’s like the universal reality check.
The tapering down of my meds is going well. I have to write my will and start making sure everything that needs to go is gone.
Im getting the tattoo i want. Caution. Wind. All that.
Honestly. .. i don’t know how many times my heart can be shredded.
No matter what amazing victory or terrible tragedy you’re dealing with, your kids still need to eat, bathe, dress.
It’s like the universal reality check.
81 days done
165 to go
I want my next job to start at 60k and I want to be in a non toxic work environment.
98 days done
148 to go.
I want to interview my next employer super well so I know what shit I’m getting into and RUN if it’s bad
112 days done
134 to go.
45% completed.
20 weeks to go.
4 months and 1 week to go
No matter how much I slice and dice that number it feels too big to handle. This week will be rough.
128 done, 118 to go.
52% completed
Just gotta think of this as down hill. Just have to keep pushing and chugging along.
By far this is the worst job I’ve ever had. I need to start working hard now to try to fix my mental health. It’s getting trashed by this kind of anxiety and itll only get worse if I dont start working on it now.
I think someone might quit for a new job in a few weeks !! If that happens I feel 100% validated that this is a miserable spiral of trash and looking for new stuff won’t feel as bad.
137 completed
109 left
I’m struggling to stay afloat and to care. Maybe things change, maybe they won’t. Hard to say at this point.
But I have a day/weekend off next week!
159 completed
87 to go
Things are changing and maybe I’ll feel a little less shitty. Looking forward to the boys birthday and hopefully getting to have some fun.
I get to see my other team mates on Sunday night/Monday and Tuesday.
I’ll get through my shitty 7 day work week. And then it’ll be so close to over.
