Just gotta think of this as down hill. Just have to keep pushing and chugging along.
By far this is the worst job I’ve ever had. I need to start working hard now to try to fix my mental health. It’s getting trashed by this kind of anxiety and itll only get worse if I dont start working on it now.
I think someone might quit for a new job in a few weeks !! If that happens I feel 100% validated that this is a miserable spiral of trash and looking for new stuff won’t feel as bad.